Understand that others will never understand you the way you do about yourself.
Is it because the way I behave recently or how I have been acting the whole of my life...
makes she underestimate my capability as any other human beings.
Have I been caged in the world of not able to stand on my own or to take the dreadful side of life...?
Or maybe I am just not good enough in her eyes...
Life is all about being fair to yourself...
because sometimes we might feel that we take the responsibility to satisfy others' feelings but don't forget that what is the point of giving the satisfaction to those who only hurt you constantly?
I somehow or rather to think myself is pictured as a vulnerable person who laugh cheerfully but is total eclipse in the heart.
I guess its just hard to understand her just the way she doesn't understand me.
sigh~